God…The Controversial Being

GOD............. as I define, is a universal truth yet a controversy since existence. We have quoted His presence in number of terms, stories, experiences, and till date continue to do so to acknowledge this phenomenal mystery. But d v really know who He is, has anyone seen him, or can anyone defy the possibility of Him being mere an illusion, more of a vision of fantasy? The only answer is NO. But the fact lies hidden in these words, some may deny it, in fact I do, because how much I try I cannot make agnostic look deep inside me to believe it. These are the questions which haunt you, make you doubt your faith and above all, question the almighty....................

It all starts with loving the hatred, a belief in miracle, and unconditional happiness in pain. When I was a child, I was spoilt like everyone (well, it has not changed till today…!!!), restless, blaming the world for my actions. But as time passed, I grew. I developed greater insights into human nature, always asking why of things, topics and writings on miracles and phenomenal occurrences interested me. I wanted to know the hill of emotions that humans are blessed with. Of all I wanted to know God. I never read about him, I don’t know the exact definition of God, neither have I seen him but I feel him with me every moment I breathe. For it is Him I live. It is for Him I see life beautiful despite it being laden with sorrows. He is sumthing, he's everything.............

A book may tell you thousands of ways to find him, but the truth is you will never find him if you go searching for him. He is more than a physical being. If not so then tell me have u dreamt Him in any other form than what you have been projected with (T.V. serials, epics, pictures).NO. Because He is not what you see but what you do, what you feel... rather He is you.................

I admit I am too immature to doubt the history and the sayings but is it worth to believe the thoughts you cannot justify. I am a spiritual person; I believe in his presence every single day, just my definition is beyond His physical existence. For me, He is my doors to Self-Enlightenment.